I often think about this song when I am going through a tough time or need to make difficult decisions or just when I need to have hope. Although this song is technically about a lost love, the chorus is particularly applicable to many things:
And I know you loved me in your way
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days
And I'm fine, but I'm not okay
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days
I am currently thinking about this song right now because I am going
through something brand new in my life. I am finishing college--3 more
semesters! GAH!! And I am becoming more and more independent, truly
independent. It is scary. Why did no one tell me how scary it is to make
adult decisions?! More importantly, why didn't anyone tell me how
nerve-wrecking, stressful and damn exciting it is? :)
I am also thinking about this song because my brother and his family are moving to Arizona very very soon so that he can pursue his PhD. I am so excited for and proud of him. But it has also gotten me thinking about how "old" my family is getting.We have all been living our lives, pursuing careers and dreams, but it is suddenly feeling very different.
Over ten years ago, my oldest sister moved to Scotland with her husband to start their lives while he finished school. They know have three beautiful children and are very happy.
One of my brother's just moved to India to pursue an incredible job opportunity.
My younger brother is contemplating moving to China for school.
My sister went through a majorly difficult experience that has resulted in a second beautiful, much wanted, greatly loved child.
The brother who is moving to Arizona is leaving his home of 30+ years to pursue his new dream and career path.
And then there is me--heading towards graduation, a job, and many other things.
By the end of the summer (or the year) there will only be one of my siblings living in Utah. This is a new phase for everyone and I have a strong feeling that it will be a great one for all of us.
